"learning to find" from Vee floyd ;)

Into the torn chair, I pretend to relax
Twisted my neck to see who's snooping from back
A quiet gathers on a chaotic build
Preventing the view, my shadow is the shield
Too early to leave, I think of the last, how
Can I move on from this irreversible past?
Can't keep my mind from the severing ties
Disguised and svelted, just another self-culprit, I

Cloak is slipping from the grasp of my arms
Unseen revealed, I panic and I can't think of anything
No more protection, my invisibility is gone
Unhidden and out, lights on me shone
A heart in submission that's learning to find
Surroundings clouded but pounding to bind
Can't keep my mind from the severing ties
Disguised and svelted, just another self-culprit, I

Step out of the door discarding the layer nigh
My garb is down, telling another white lie
Unclad from cover, I see green meadows by
And steal a glance of where before was I
A sun edging around by the dampening skies
Could take me away on a unimaginable rise
The hope of excitement is making me wish
"Suspended animation. A state of bliss"
Can't keep my mind from the severing ties
Disguised and svelted, just another self-culprit, I